| | was going to be the topic of today's somewhat overdue entry....
but then i took a nap and didn't feel like writing about
• tokyo, and why it's so appealing to me
• why lately i've been feeling like a mean person
• why i'm do bent on looking different when i go to college
• how scarring the years between sixth grade through eighth grade were
• etc....
the nap made me feel grogy, but un-tired and un-depressed.
...i think Vampire Weekend helped too.
>___>;;;
my dad heard them on NPR and made me listen to them.
weird, huh?
same thing happened with Supergrass.
yeah.
go NPR!!
one day i'll write something about those topics aforementioned.
one day.
just not today.
actually, i kinda felt like using that as an angle for that self-portrait paper for english....
but it ended up not going in that direction, so no angle.
haha~
no, wait.
i want to say one quick thing:
i was bullied by almost everyone because it was easy to pick on me during the years between 6th and 8th grade....
and felt rejected by my peers even up until this year.
so if you find it strange that it's easy for me to cry...
or that it's strange that i want to move half-way around the world...
or that i want to get cosmetic surgery done on my face...
there's the introduction to my reasoning.
i want to be a "cool" person as an adult, okay?
subject change!
my uncle's dog is dying.
it makes me sad.
Geo and I are like the same age....except multiply my age times four.
but we came into this world at around the same time.
he's such a good dog.
why do pets have to die?
especially pets who are more like kids or best friends to their owners?
this has been happening a lot lately to people i know.
their best friends are being put to sleep because age has caught up with them.
these once happy and energetic dogs are now tired and lagging and struggling to get up and down the stairs.....
it's really depressing.
so then i should listen to
Vampire Weekend
or Remioromen
or All Japan Gotih (formerly known as SKAしっぺ. wow.)
i'm not much of a praying woman since praying never seems to work for me....
but i've found myself praying for Geo....strange, huh?
i'm going to michigan at the end of this week for a few days.
i'm finally going to get to see snow!
REAL snow!!
not snow-during-the-school-day-melt-at-night, two-hour-delay creating snow.
REAL snow.
actually, my mom was freaking out this weekend after seeing the news reports from ohio about the snowfall.
but looks like it's stopped.
she just doesn't want to drive on slick, snowy roads on the pennsylvania turnpike.
all cliffs and hilly and two lane roady....
'tis scary.
so is seeing the word "foil" on my Stranger assignment and thinking that mccabe wrote "fail"
haha~
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